Phyllian12

I just wanted to say I'm going to delete Probably many of my OCs. For the reasons that they will be laughed at, are not accepted and because they hate a lot. Maybe you have already noticed. The images of Liluge are gone and his story. He's just available in my mind. I really cried when I deleted everything. He is like me and was an important part of me. Just like Zänchen. Even with her I'm thinking of deleting her. But inexplicably lacks very difficult for me. I really don't know what to do yet.

My mother has breast cancer... My grandfather had dementia. He was stubborn and did not help... Thus my grandmother had two brain hemorrhages.... My mother suffering from breast cancer again. At the same time she has osteoarthritis... She has as good as every day various pains. Then my grandfather died. My mother gets breast cancer for the third time.... At now I can't cry anymore... She need nine times chemo. Now the insurance company will pay nothing more. My mother told me yesterday she has a thrombosis in the arm. She said she gets some sort of stocking it. Because they may have to wear until the day she died.... I just must write this

This song suits me. No matter what you say, I know better. Let me bleed all! Let me die -------------------------------------- All my life they let me know How far I would not go But inside the beast still grows Chewing through the ropes Who are you to change this world? Silly Boy! No one needs to hear your words. Let it go. Carnivore! Carnivore! Won't you come digest me? Take away everything I am. Bring it to an end. Carnivore! Carnivore! Could you come and change me? Take away everything I am. Everything I am. I will hide myself below I'll be what you wanted Kept inside I won't let go 'Till I burn beyond control Who are you to change th